Pain.Sorrow.Tears.

I just wish it would all go away. The pain the tears the sorrows. It's causing me nothing but sorrow. I might put my friends as my first priority and it's cause of one and one reason only. It's cause they understand me more than you do. Why so? Cause they asked and they get concern. What do you all do then? You all don't bother bout me and that's it. I don't want anything fancy, like a car or cash. All i want is your understanding and your concern. Nothing else... I just..... Want to know that you all are really my family and not just people i live with. I just want to know the my home is a place where I can feel safe and happy, and not just a place to sleep at night and be sheltered by rain or sun. I don't request for anything. Frankly, i don't ask much from you all. I've never asked anything from you all. So why are you people treating me this way? Sigh..